Yes, these are pictures of recent things going on. I’m lazy. I don’t feel like writing a lot. I thought I’d taken pictures of everything but realize that so much goes no here that I neglect to write about. I did not, for example, take pictures of my body that is covered in bed bug bites from the hotel that we “splurged” on. I have not taken pictures of my infected eye. I did not take pictures of the 50 million plantains that Christine’s domestic bought in lieu of a variety. I forgot to take pictures of my actual training. I didn’t take pictures of a burn on my arm from my keronsene stove that looks a little like tape worm and so I’m watching it carefully. I have to say that the reason I’m not up for writing is because of what happened last night.
After a long, tiring but successful workshop in Rukira we arrived in Kibungo and one hour to get to the back, dump our stuff at my house and catch a bus. We barely made it but of course, it was made better by Consolee’s smiling face at the Alimentation. We hopped on the bus, stopped at Nyakarambi to check on Dorothy’s house and as the sun was setting hopped on motos and sped down the valley toward Tanzania. It was absolutely beautiful (see about). We arrived in Christine’s village while the sun was just tucking behind the hills and the sky was getting dark, save for the almost full moon. As we got of the motos and negotiated times for them to pick us up tomorrow (which they never did) a crowd gathered around – as they usually do – to see the muzungus. Mothers with babies, children and toddlers always gather. The children have large grins and are too shy to say anything. They are just itching to shake your hand. When I’m in the mood (I usually am) I’ll bed down and say “miriwe” (good afternoon) or “muraho” (hello) and shake the little ones’ hands. Last night a little toddler held out her hand with a big grin and I gave it a little shake and a big smile. She was thrilled and turned to run away immediately after. This always happens! But this time, as the little baby (she might have been two) was running away, across the street, a motorcycle came out of nowhere. It hit her and she fell forward and rolled on the ground. Immediately, everything stopped. Everyone rushed towards her. She was screaming. Mothers (not sure which was the child’s real mother) began to try and inspect her head. I held a light and got water to rinse the cut but I felt utterly useless. I couldn’t help by feel totally responsible. Deep down, I know I’m not but still….I know the motorcycle should not have been going this fast in the village during dusk, but still…. The adults around seemed not too concerned because the child was barely bleeding, but still…..I think the worse part of the whole incident is that as much as I’m bothered by it, I think I took it in stride like I have everything in Rwanda. I didn’t really react a tonne. This is what I’ve been thinking about the most. Now, a day later, I am thinking about it much more than I did at the actual moment. Am I becoming desensitized to life here? What would my reaction have been in Canada? Thinking about it this much means I’m not totally desensitized to how hard life is here. So that’s that. I’m not really up for writing much.
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